Glazing Everything Like Heaven

“She is walking down a winding path that crosses a wetland area and opens onto a school playground. The autumn sunlight in Vermont is deep gold in the afternoon, glazing everything like heaven. Milkweed pods are drying, opening like cracked brown and rugged treasure chests to send thousands of silky threaded seeds on a quest.” — Imagery from an essay draft. Keep your notes! I don’t know what makes heaven glazed, but I like it.



Today I read the Robert Frost poem, “Reluctance,” for the first time. Here it is in its entirety. It’s meaning for me will be forever connected to the context in which I encountered it, a mother’s reflection on this day one year ago. Thank you, Ruth.

Out through the fields and the woods
And over the walls I have wended;
I have climbed the hills of view
And looked at the world, and descended;
I have come by the highway home,
And lo, it is ended.
The leaves are all dead on the ground,
Save those that the oak is keeping
To ravel them one by one
And let them go scraping and creeping
Out over the crusted snow,
When others are sleeping.
And the dead leaves lie huddled and still,
No longer blown hither and thither;
The last lone aster is gone;
The flowers of the witch hazel wither;
The heart is still aching to seek,
But the feet question “Whither?”
Ah, when to the heart of man
Was it ever less than a treason
To go with the drift of things,
To yield with a grace to reason,
And bow and accept the end
Of a love or a season?

The Blog of Ruth

A  year ago today, I didn’t want to believe the Sandy Hook School shootings could possibly be true. On the day after, I tried to create a bubble in which to protect my children from the harsh reality of the world. I took them to the Robert Frost Interpretative Trail, in the Green Mountains of Vermont. The trail is a beautiful, one-mile loop over a river and through some woods, displaying Frost’s poetry beside the path. Just ten minutes from our house, it felt like a safe place to be with my kids. I wrote this piece about our afternoon there.


P1070413I took you there, the day after, to the Frost Trail. We had gone often before. To pick blueberries, walk dogs, climb trees, read poems, dip our toes in the bubbling water. So often a refuge for a tired mother whose children needed to stretch their legs outside.

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